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Post #151 Mon, Feb 11, 8:51 AM
xDRAN0x
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Quote from Erica Ferrari
The funny thing is that my first bf which is still a friend of mine is a ginger. And his sister which was THE best friend that I ever had at school is also a ginger. So I guess, im not just being superficial, but very #%!@y as well... lol
haha indeed, but us guys love redheads. but also brunettes, blondes... oh well
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Post #152 Wed, Feb 13, 5:51 PM
xDRAN0x
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Quote from Erica Ferrari
I know. I have been each of these at some point in my life. For god's sake I have been even a purple head when I was a dumb teen
I have blue hairs when I was a punk at 14. I had to bleach because I couldn't enter highschool. Damn I was a nasty teenager.

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Post #153 Thu, Feb 14, 12:18 PM
tempoman
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Quote from Erica Ferrari
lol, that's nice

I remember that my dad said he didn't raise his girl to be like "this", he said, pointing to my purple hair. Then my mom had to save me... lol
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Post #154 Mon, Feb 18, 4:51 PM
xDRAN0x
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Quote from Erica Ferrari
lol, that's nice

I remember that my dad said he didn't raise his girl to be like "this", he said, pointing to my purple hair. Then my mom had to save me... lol
haha he was right though, natural beauty is the way to go.

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Post #155 Thu, Feb 21, 2:41 PM
amenasce
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Quote from xDRAN0x
haha he was right though, natural beauty is the way to go.
+1
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Post #156 Thu, Feb 21, 2:46 PM
amenasce
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Since this is my blog too i ll post what i did yesterday..

I ran into my ex at the Gym , we talked a bit ( its been 5 months ) and decided to go have diner together just to catch up as she always told me that whenever i was ok , she would be there and ready to see me and wanted me to stay in her life.

I told her i was doing much better now and had a group of friends in Chicago , had plans to go live downtown etc and that i would like to see her every now and then as friends because i didnt care for the emails she was forwarding me , which i thought werent enough if we were to keep in touch.
Well she now says that she doesnt know if she is ready to see me and go out as friends because its too hard for her and she still has feelings for me..

WTF ! I mean , girls are the most complicated thing on earth . Id probably would cure Aids and cancer before i could understand a girl .


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Post #157 Thu, Feb 21, 2:50 PM
amenasce
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Since this is my blog too i ll post what i did yesterday..

I ran into my ex at the Gym , we talked a bit ( its been 5 months ) and decided to go have diner together just to catch up as she always told me that whenever i was ok , she would be there and ready to see me and wanted me to stay in her life.

I told her i was doing much better now and had a group of friends in Chicago , had plans to go live downtown etc and that i would like to see her every now and then as friends because i didnt care for the emails she was forwarding me , which i thought werent enough if we were to keep in touch.
Well she now says that she doesnt know if she is ready to see me and go out as friends because its too hard for her and she still has feelings for me..

WTF ! I mean , girls are the most complicated thing on earth . Id probably would cure Aids and cancer before i could understand a girl .


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Post #158 Thu, Feb 21, 2:51 PM
amenasce
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Since this is my blog too i ll post what i did yesterday..

I ran into my ex at the Gym , we talked a bit ( its been 5 months ) and decided to go have diner together just to catch up as she always told me that whenever i was ok , she would be there and ready to see me and wanted me to stay in her life.

I told her i was doing much better now and had a group of friends in Chicago , had plans to go live downtown etc and that i would like to see her every now and then as friends because i didnt care for the emails she was forwarding me , which i thought werent enough if we were to keep in touch.
Well she now says that she doesnt know if she is ready to see me and go out as friends because its too hard for her and she still has feelings for me..

WTF ! I mean , girls are the most complicated thing on earth . Id probably would cure Aids and cancer before i could understand a girl .


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Post #159 Sat, Feb 23, 8:13 PM
xDRAN0x
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lol Andrew don't waste time trying to understand!
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Post #160 Sat, Feb 23, 9:08 PM
amenasce
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But i still care a lot for her. I was almost reaching to kiss her when she had tears in her eyes ...
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Post #161 Sun, Feb 24, 7:00 AM
amenasce
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Quote from Erica Ferrari
I couldn't help but laugh, Andrew, sorry. And no, I don't know why she said that. Don't you guys have friends in common so you can ask what's going on?
No , i met some of her friends but didnt become friends with them. I think she is finding herself andrealizing i wasnt all that bad afterall..
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Post #162 Mon, Feb 25, 4:46 PM
amenasce
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#$%#..im going crazy over this again . I want to call/text/mail her every 5 mns to tell her that i miss her and ..
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Post #163 Mon, Feb 25, 5:12 PM
WhiteChocolateWorld
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She can't make up her mind b/c she really doesnt know. Your job, if you so choose to accept it, is to either tell her that she needs you and you two are supposed to be together, or tell her that it's best you two remain only friends. The ball is on your side of the pitch, mate.

You're a business guy, weigh it all and make that decision man. That way you're both not stuck in this painful limbo until someone budges either way. YOU CAN DOOOO IT!

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Post #164 Mon, Feb 25, 9:55 PM
amenasce
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Quote from WhiteChocolateWorld
She can't make up her mind b/c she really doesnt know. Your job, if you so choose to accept it, is to either tell her that she needs you and you two are supposed to be together, or tell her that it's best you two remain only friends. The ball is on your side of the pitch, mate.

You're a business guy, weigh it all and make that decision man. That way you're both not stuck in this painful limbo until someone budges either way. YOU CAN DOOOO IT!
The thing is , i dont know if i really want to get back together with her seeing how much she hurt me for no reason. We will probably hang out together again soon and we ll see how we handle it .

She offered me to have diner with her tonight at one of the restaurants i took her when we were together but i lied and said i was stuck downtown because i would have probably cracked..Too much over the past days .

I wish it was as easy as a business decision !

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Post #165 Mon, Feb 25, 10:00 PM
amenasce
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Quote from Erica Ferrari
I think you should call her and be honest about what you want. Judging by your words i don't think you can be just her friend, so i guess that's your best option.
Well , i will probably try to hang out with her a few times before making any decisions . Either it will confirm that i really want more , or ill get used to being around her as just a friend , which i doubt but who knows..

I dont want to tell her what im feeling now because i dont want to scare her away and im really not sure i want to go back . I need to get to know her again and see if she has really changed as i think she has.

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Post #166 Wed, Feb 27, 12:55 AM
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Dude, MCM said the best thing really.

I've had some weird shit happen in the past couple of weeks too. My ex cut me off then about a week ago, she gave me a call and didn't say anything. I text her back asking why she called and stuff. She didn't respond. Then she blocked me from her facebook page. Then unblocked me. Then blocked me again. So this time, I blocked her.

Anyways, between that happening, I started spending some time with this other girl I'd met a couple of months ago. Not a lot because I don't get to have much of a social-life when I'm working at this place (Night shifts! ). So one day I kinda slept with her and then a couple more times. Then I found out she had a boyfriend. I felt so terrible man. But after that I didn't call or text this new girl because I was really mad at her not telling me.

She came to the shop, we had a chat and she said she was sorry and she was confused and stuff. I told her we can either be friends or not know each other at all. So we're just mates now. But the most painful thing is even while we were doing stuff, I was thinking about my ex . Its #$%#ing weird man. Been a while now and I still love my ex to bits.

This is very annoying.

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Post #167 Wed, Feb 27, 9:19 AM
amenasce
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Quote from Erica Ferrari
Eu sei como essas coisas sao complicadas, Andrew. Te desejo boa sorte no que voce decidir.
Obrigado . I will need it !
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Post #168 Wed, Feb 27, 9:23 AM
amenasce
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Quote from Metamorphosis
Dude, MCM said the best thing really.

I've had some weird shit happen in the past couple of weeks too. My ex cut me off then about a week ago, she gave me a call and didn't say anything. I text her back asking why she called and stuff. She didn't respond. Then she blocked me from her facebook page. Then unblocked me. Then blocked me again. So this time, I blocked her.

Anyways, between that happening, I started spending some time with this other girl I'd met a couple of months ago. Not a lot because I don't get to have much of a social-life when I'm working at this place (Night shifts! ). So one day I kinda slept with her and then a couple more times. Then I found out she had a boyfriend. I felt so terrible man. But after that I didn't call or text this new girl because I was really mad at her not telling me.

She came to the shop, we had a chat and she said she was sorry and she was confused and stuff. I told her we can either be friends or not know each other at all. So we're just mates now. But the most painful thing is even while we were doing stuff, I was thinking about my ex . Its #$%#ing weird man. Been a while now and I still love my ex to bits.

This is very annoying.

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Its #$%#ing weird indeed. Girls are so complex i just want to give up and just take them one after the other with no feelings involved at all .

As tina tuner said , what is a heart good for , if a heart can be broken ..Useless.

Same thing happened to me when i was having sex with that woman i met a few weeks ago , i was just thinking about Julie.

Blargh is all i can say . I think the right thing to do is to really cut off the bridges. Eventually they will be just sweet memories like any other .


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Post #169 Wed, Feb 27, 9:25 AM
amenasce
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Quote from amenasce
The thing is , i dont know if i really want to get back together with her seeing how much she hurt me for no reason. We will probably hang out together again soon and we ll see how we handle it .

She offered me to have diner with her tonight at one of the restaurants i took her when we were together but i lied and said i was stuck downtown because i would have probably cracked..Too much over the past days .

I wish it was as easy as a business decision !
I went to have diner with her yesterday as she invited me again . Shouldnt have gone . I dreamt about her the whole #$%#ing night and now i dont even care that i made friends , i just want to go out with her..oh and the number of times while we were seating on the couch that i wanted to hug/kiss her ...

THere's gotta be a pill that i can take to ease this .

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Post #170 Thu, Feb 28, 1:54 AM
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Quote from amenasce
Its #$%#ing weird indeed. Girls are so complex i just want to give up and just take them one after the other with no feelings involved at all .

As tina tuner said , what is a heart good for , if a heart can be broken ..Useless.

Same thing happened to me when i was having sex with that woman i met a few weeks ago , i was just thinking about Julie.

Blargh is all i can say . I think the right thing to do is to really cut off the bridges. Eventually they will be just sweet memories like any other .

Seriously. I never thought like this but after this break-up I'm thinking quite negatively about girls too.

Yeah man, that's the worst thing you know. I mean you're in the heat of the moment and you're wishing you had your love with you. But its not possible.

Yeah, I wish it was easy. For me it seems the more I get better, the worse it is whenever it all comes back. Like I'll be good for days and days and then BAM out of the blue, I'll be so miserable.

Its still a lot better than before though. Eventually!

Post #171 Thu, Feb 28, 1:59 AM
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Quote from amenasce
I went to have diner with her yesterday as she invited me again . Shouldnt have gone . I dreamt about her the whole #$%#ing night and now i dont even care that i made friends , i just want to go out with her..oh and the number of times while we were seating on the couch that i wanted to hug/kiss her ...

THere's gotta be a pill that i can take to ease this .


Yeah, I remember when I saw her to give her mobile that was at my place back. It felt so weird you know... Seeing her walk up to me and just say 'Hi, How's it going?' How the #$%# do you think it's going? Don't be retarded. But I said everything was alright.

And when I remembered that meeting in my head, I realised that as she was walking towards me, I slightly raised my arms to prepare for a hug and then I remembered forcing my emotions to shut down. I couldn't even look at her. Just felt really odd.

And then I spent the whole day in my bedroom being a miserable #%$got.

But yeah, if you have that pill. You know where to hit me up brethren!

Post #172 Tue, Mar 18, 8:26 PM
amenasce
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So yeah i think its finally over..After meeting up with her and some friends on a friday night , she was all touchy and nice , and a little drunk too. I told her i didnt want her to drive like that and she said ,what are you going to do , you have nowhere to take me anyway ( she doesnt like my housemate..) . That was very nice..

She sends me an email and says it too awkward to be around each other ..i didnt say anything , tired of trying to save whatever there is left to be saved. Today we ran into each other at the gym ..just a hello. Very cold from both parts.

I hate her for forcing me to be like that .

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Post #173 Wed, Mar 19, 5:01 AM
WhiteChocolateWorld
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That sucks it's ended up like that man.

So weird how two people can be one way towards eachother one day and the very next it's done a 180 and totally weird/unfamiliar/cold. Sometimes I guess one needs a 'negative' ending to push themself beyond the back and forth crap so you can close that chapter and go onto the next one in your life.

Sounds like it's all for the best though m8.

What gym do you go to?

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Post #174 Mon, Mar 24, 11:42 AM
amenasce
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meh..

I will not talk to her anymore . Im done .

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Post #175 Mon, Mar 24, 6:36 PM
xDRAN0x
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Quote from amenasce
meh..

I will not talk to her anymore . Im done .
good job +1
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