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Post #176 Wed, Feb 27, 9:25 AM
amenasce
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The thing is , i dont know if i really want to get back together with her seeing how much she hurt me for no reason. We will probably hang out together again soon and we ll see how we handle it .

She offered me to have diner with her tonight at one of the restaurants i took her when we were together but i lied and said i was stuck downtown because i would have probably cracked..Too much over the past days .

I wish it was as easy as a business decision !
I went to have diner with her yesterday as she invited me again . Shouldnt have gone . I dreamt about her the whole #$%#ing night and now i dont even care that i made friends , i just want to go out with her..oh and the number of times while we were seating on the couch that i wanted to hug/kiss her ...

THere's gotta be a pill that i can take to ease this .

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Post #177 Thu, Feb 28, 1:54 AM
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Its #$%#ing weird indeed. Girls are so complex i just want to give up and just take them one after the other with no feelings involved at all .

As tina tuner said , what is a heart good for , if a heart can be broken ..Useless.

Same thing happened to me when i was having sex with that woman i met a few weeks ago , i was just thinking about Julie.

Blargh is all i can say . I think the right thing to do is to really cut off the bridges. Eventually they will be just sweet memories like any other .

Seriously. I never thought like this but after this break-up I'm thinking quite negatively about girls too.

Yeah man, that's the worst thing you know. I mean you're in the heat of the moment and you're wishing you had your love with you. But its not possible.

Yeah, I wish it was easy. For me it seems the more I get better, the worse it is whenever it all comes back. Like I'll be good for days and days and then BAM out of the blue, I'll be so miserable.

Its still a lot better than before though. Eventually!

Post #178 Thu, Feb 28, 1:59 AM
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I went to have diner with her yesterday as she invited me again . Shouldnt have gone . I dreamt about her the whole #$%#ing night and now i dont even care that i made friends , i just want to go out with her..oh and the number of times while we were seating on the couch that i wanted to hug/kiss her ...

THere's gotta be a pill that i can take to ease this .


Yeah, I remember when I saw her to give her mobile that was at my place back. It felt so weird you know... Seeing her walk up to me and just say 'Hi, How's it going?' How the #$%# do you think it's going? Don't be retarded. But I said everything was alright.

And when I remembered that meeting in my head, I realised that as she was walking towards me, I slightly raised my arms to prepare for a hug and then I remembered forcing my emotions to shut down. I couldn't even look at her. Just felt really odd.

And then I spent the whole day in my bedroom being a miserable #%$got.

But yeah, if you have that pill. You know where to hit me up brethren!

Post #179 Tue, Mar 18, 8:26 PM
amenasce
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So yeah i think its finally over..After meeting up with her and some friends on a friday night , she was all touchy and nice , and a little drunk too. I told her i didnt want her to drive like that and she said ,what are you going to do , you have nowhere to take me anyway ( she doesnt like my housemate..) . That was very nice..

She sends me an email and says it too awkward to be around each other ..i didnt say anything , tired of trying to save whatever there is left to be saved. Today we ran into each other at the gym ..just a hello. Very cold from both parts.

I hate her for forcing me to be like that .

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Post #180 Wed, Mar 19, 5:01 AM
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That sucks it's ended up like that man.

So weird how two people can be one way towards eachother one day and the very next it's done a 180 and totally weird/unfamiliar/cold. Sometimes I guess one needs a 'negative' ending to push themself beyond the back and forth crap so you can close that chapter and go onto the next one in your life.

Sounds like it's all for the best though m8.

What gym do you go to?

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Post #181 Mon, Mar 24, 11:42 AM
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meh..

I will not talk to her anymore . Im done .

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Post #182 Mon, Mar 24, 6:36 PM
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meh..

I will not talk to her anymore . Im done .
good job +1
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Post #183 Thu, Apr 3, 8:53 AM
amenasce
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Ugh.. I went on a date yesterday night and of course before meeting with the girl , i had to run into Julie. #$%#ed up my whole night. Couldnt stop thinking about her .

Im looking at a position as a monk .

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Post #184 Thu, Apr 3, 3:15 PM
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Quote from amenasce
Ugh.. I went on a date yesterday night and of course before meeting with the girl , i had to run into Julie. #$%#ed up my whole night. Couldnt stop thinking about her .

Im looking at a position as a monk .
jeez dude, do something.
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Post #185 Thu, Apr 3, 6:47 PM
amenasce
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Quote from xDRAN0x
jeez dude, do something.
I guess only time will help. Hopefully i ll be moving downtown in June and my chances of running into her will be minimum , until then im #$%#ed. Run into her dad today ...incredible.
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Post #186 Sat, Apr 5, 6:36 PM
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I'm sorry but I gotta laugh hahahaha

Your luck with this is like a movie or something. Tomorrow you'll be in an elevator with her Mother and younger brother or something.

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Post #187 Sun, Apr 6, 8:42 AM
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Quote from amenasce
I guess only time will help. Hopefully i ll be moving downtown in June and my chances of running into her will be minimum , until then im #$%#ed. Run into her dad today ...incredible.


Hope you'll sort this out

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Post #188 Mon, Apr 7, 9:30 AM
amenasce
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I know its pathetic. I keep going back and forth between loving her and hating her. Its just ridiculous . I dreamt about her tonight and even in the dream we were fighting but i still wanted to kiss her .

I met an italian girl on saturday night, very cute and joyful and who was hitting on me so i might pursue this road provided i dont run into Julie again.

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Post #189 Tue, Apr 8, 3:01 PM
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Quote from amenasce
I know its pathetic. I keep going back and forth between loving her and hating her. Its just ridiculous . I dreamt about her tonight and even in the dream we were fighting but i still wanted to kiss her .

I met an italian girl on saturday night, very cute and joyful and who was hitting on me so i might pursue this road provided i dont run into Julie again.
Yeah do it, and remember, Italian = passion.

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Post #190 Fri, Apr 11, 2:07 AM
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I want a Big Mac. Damn you.
Disney song slow dances lead to the nASTIEST sex ever.

Post #191 Tue, Apr 15, 9:43 AM
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Sexy song, sexy video: http://youtube.com/watch?v=98ERwg_3jLo

Naomi is droooooooooooooool in this, and MJ is still pimp as hell with his bad self. I mean check out the moves he busts starting at 3:51.

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Post #192 Tue, May 20, 1:44 AM
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I'm kinda sad right now. I've been reading/rereading a bunch of depressing books recently, Men in the Sun, Childhood's End, The History of Love, The Time of the Doves, Season of Migration to the North, An Unquiet Mind, and M Butterfly or the last month. I haven't cried in a long time and after reading The History of Love I nearly teared up. It was amazing. Check it out Andrew if you're interested in a quirky jewish novel.
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Post #193 Wed, May 21, 1:18 PM
amenasce
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Quote from Jew Jew Rocket
I'm kinda sad right now. I've been reading/rereading a bunch of depressing books recently, Men in the Sun, Childhood's End, The History of Love, The Time of the Doves, Season of Migration to the North, An Unquiet Mind, and M Butterfly or the last month. I haven't cried in a long time and after reading The History of Love I nearly teared up. It was amazing. Check it out Andrew if you're interested in a quirky jewish novel.
I need funny stuff right now..when i ll have a gf , i ll read depressing books.
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Post #194 Thu, May 22, 7:13 PM
amenasce
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god fuKing damit...

I was doing ok..She texted me 2 mns ago asking if i was mad at her ?

What the #$%# Im starting to believe that she just wants me around because she knows i still have feelings and that will make her feel good about herself. Everytime i get close to her , she shuts the door and then come back either by emailing me or texting me and i fall for it.

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Post #195 Thu, May 22, 9:04 PM
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god fuKing damit...

I was doing ok..She texted me 2 mns ago asking if i was mad at her ?

What the #$%# Im starting to believe that she just wants me around because she knows i still have feelings and that will make her feel good about herself. Everytime i get close to her , she shuts the door and then come back either by emailing me or texting me and i fall for it.
That same chick you've been dealing with forever now???

Sounds like she needs a nice stern unconfusing "we're done, do not call me anymore".

Unbelievable.

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Post #196 Thu, May 22, 9:16 PM
amenasce
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Quote from WhiteChocolateWorld
That same chick you've been dealing with forever now???

Sounds like she needs a nice stern unconfusing "we're done, do not call me anymore".

Unbelievable.
Yes, Julie.

I cant tell her not to call me anymore. I know i should do it but i cant. I have thought about it so many times but cant do it. I still cant process the fact that we are done..

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Post #197 Fri, May 23, 12:29 AM
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Yes, Julie.

I cant tell her not to call me anymore. I know i should do it but i cant. I have thought about it so many times but cant do it. I still cant process the fact that we are done..
Bru, do it.

I can totally understand the way you're feeling but trust me. The way she's acting will only keep you hoping subconsciously. Its not worth it.

My ex unblocked me on MSN and just sent me a couple of messages last week too. She was like 'Oh lets start on a happy note. Life is too short for grudges.' WTF, its not a grudge girl, I loved you and you couldn't commit. And she knows I can't give up the feelings so easily.

Although I am following advice and keeping the door closed. Its tough but it has to happen. You're in a predicament too. Keep getting hurt or move away. Its definitely not easy to do when you feel so strongly for a long time but its the only way.

Plus, WCW is soooo much better in bed.

Post #198 Fri, May 23, 12:58 AM
amenasce
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Well , its 4 am and i sent her a text back...I told her that of course i was mad at her because i cant be the email buddy she wants me to be but by being mad i was at least on the right direction..

Not the best but at least i didnt tell her i was mad because i couldnt grab her and kiss her...im fuCked.

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Post #199 Fri, May 23, 7:07 AM
amenasce
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She texted me nback saying

"So you are planning on being mad at me to help you move on . I thought you were more rational . "

Who is fUcking rational about love and relationship ? Im not deciding on the value of a car ..

And then she says she isnt that cold. My Ass !

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Post #200 Fri, May 23, 9:30 PM
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hmm..well we spent the day emailing each other about where we are moving downtown etc..then at 9pm she texts me to ask if i want to go have sushi..so i went.

this is the weirdest thing ever.

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