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Discussion in 'amenasce's Website Forum' started by amenasce, Mar 9, 2007.

  1. Seriously. I never thought like this but after this break-up I'm thinking quite negatively about girls too.

    Yeah man, that's the worst thing you know. I mean you're in the heat of the moment and you're wishing you had your love with you. But its not possible. <A BORDER="0" HREF=""><IMG BORDER="0" SRC="pitlane/emoticons/sad.gif"></A>

    Yeah, I wish it was easy. For me it seems the more I get better, the worse it is whenever it all comes back. Like I'll be good for days and days and then BAM out of the blue, I'll be so miserable.

    Its still a lot better than before though. Eventually! <A BORDER="0" HREF=""><IMG BORDER="0" SRC="pitlane/emoticons/smile.gif"></A>
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    Yeah, I remember when I saw her to give her mobile that was at my place back. It felt so weird you know... Seeing her walk up to me and just say 'Hi, How's it going?' How the #$%# do you think it's going? Don't be retarded. But I said everything was alright.

    And when I remembered that meeting in my head, I realised that as she was walking towards me, I slightly raised my arms to prepare for a hug and then I remembered forcing my emotions to shut down. I couldn't even look at her. Just felt really odd.

    And then I spent the whole day in my bedroom being a miserable #%$got. <A BORDER="0" HREF=""><IMG BORDER="0" SRC="pitlane/emoticons/sad.gif"></A>

    But yeah, if you have that pill. You know where to hit me up brethren!
  3. So yeah i think its finally over..After meeting up with her and some friends on a friday night , she was all touchy and nice , and a little drunk too. I told her i didnt want her to drive like that and she said ,what are you going to do , you have nowhere to take me anyway ( she doesnt like my housemate..) . That was very nice..

    She sends me an email and says it too awkward to be around each other ..i didnt say anything , tired of trying to save whatever there is left to be saved. Today we ran into each other at the gym ..just a hello. Very cold from both parts.

    I hate her for forcing me to be like that .
  4. <A BORDER="0" HREF=""><IMG BORDER="0" SRC="pitlane/emoticons/sad.gif"></A> That sucks it's ended up like that man.

    So weird how two people can be one way towards eachother one day and the very next it's done a 180 and totally weird/unfamiliar/cold. Sometimes I guess one needs a 'negative' ending to push themself beyond the back and forth crap so you can close that chapter and go onto the next one in your life. <A BORDER="0" HREF=""><IMG BORDER="0" SRC="pitlane/emoticons/confused.gif"></A>

    Sounds like it's all for the best though m8.

    What gym do you go to?
  5. It seems that she was not mature enough to handle with this situation. Maybe if you tell her that you just want to be her friend and that is normal and not awkward to be near her and start acting like there's nothing wrong, maybe you will start to piss her badly. So don't be in a bad mood near her and just show that she is not so important to you as she may think and that you don't care about her at all.

    It worked for me.
  6. meh..

    I will not talk to her anymore . Im done .
  7. good job +1
  8. Ugh.. I went on a date yesterday night and of course before meeting with the girl , i had to run into Julie. #$%#ed up my whole night. Couldnt stop thinking about her .

    Im looking at a position as a monk .
  9. jeez dude, do something. <A BORDER="0" HREF=""><IMG BORDER="0" SRC="pitlane/emoticons/disappointed.gif"></A>
  10. I guess only time will help. Hopefully i ll be moving downtown in June and my chances of running into her will be minimum , until then im #$%#ed. Run into her dad today ...incredible.
  11. I'm sorry but I gotta laugh hahahaha

    Your luck with this is like a movie or something. Tomorrow you'll be in an elevator with her Mother and younger brother or something.
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    Hope you'll sort this out
  13. I know its pathetic. I keep going back and forth between loving her and hating her. Its just ridiculous . I dreamt about her tonight and even in the dream we were fighting but i still wanted to kiss her .

    I met an italian girl on saturday night, very cute and joyful and who was hitting on me so i might pursue this road provided i dont run into Julie again.
  14. Yeah do it, and remember, Italian = passion.
  15. I want a Big Mac. Damn you.
  16. #191 WhiteChocolateWorld, Apr 15, 2008
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    Sexy song, sexy video:

    Naomi is droooooooooooooool in this, and MJ is still pimp as hell with his bad self. I mean check out the moves he busts starting at 3:51.
  17. I'm kinda sad right now. I've been reading/rereading a bunch of depressing books recently, Men in the Sun, Childhood's End, The History of Love, The Time of the Doves, Season of Migration to the North, An Unquiet Mind, and M Butterfly or the last month. I haven't cried in a long time and after reading The History of Love I nearly teared up. It was amazing. Check it out Andrew if you're interested in a quirky jewish novel.
  18. I need funny stuff right now..when i ll have a gf , i ll read depressing books.
  19. god fuKing damit...

    I was doing ok..She texted me 2 mns ago asking if i was mad at her ?

    What the #$%# Im starting to believe that she just wants me around because she knows i still have feelings and that will make her feel good about herself. Everytime i get close to her , she shuts the door and then come back either by emailing me or texting me and i fall for it.
  20. That same chick you've been dealing with forever now???

    Sounds like she needs a nice stern unconfusing "we're done, do not call me anymore".

  21. Yes, Julie.

    I cant tell her not to call me anymore. I know i should do it but i cant. I have thought about it so many times but cant do it. I still cant process the fact that we are done..
  22. Bru, do it.

    I can totally understand the way you're feeling but trust me. The way she's acting will only keep you hoping subconsciously. Its not worth it.

    My ex unblocked me on MSN and just sent me a couple of messages last week too. She was like 'Oh lets start on a happy note. Life is too short for grudges.' WTF, its not a grudge girl, I loved you and you couldn't commit. And she knows I can't give up the feelings so easily.

    Although I am following advice and keeping the door closed. Its tough but it has to happen. You're in a predicament too. Keep getting hurt or move away. Its definitely not easy to do when you feel so strongly for a long time but its the only way.

    Plus, WCW is soooo much better in bed. <A BORDER="0" HREF=""><IMG BORDER="0" SRC="pitlane/emoticons/wink.gif"></A>
  23. Well , its 4 am and i sent her a text back...I told her that of course i was mad at her because i cant be the email buddy she wants me to be but by being mad i was at least on the right direction..

    Not the best but at least i didnt tell her i was mad because i couldnt grab her and kiss fuCked.
  24. She texted me nback saying

    "So you are planning on being mad at me to help you move on . I thought you were more rational . "

    Who is fUcking rational about love and relationship ? Im not deciding on the value of a car ..

    And then she says she isnt that cold. My Ass !
  25. hmm..well we spent the day emailing each other about where we are moving downtown etc..then at 9pm she texts me to ask if i want to go have i went.

    this is the weirdest thing ever.

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