I don't know why I feel like airing this here as I haven't even told my family yet. But my wife and I are seperating. I don't even know what to do with myself. In so many ways this makes me happy as I haven't been happy in this marriage in years. But it also makes me very sad and depressed. I think it's because I know it's going to be very hard on my children. But it hasn't been healthy for them the past while due to constant tension and bickering. All in all its for the best, but still can't help but be devastated at the same time. As strange as it sounds I feel more comfortable in some ways telling you guys than my "real life" friends and there are some of you I've "known" longer than most of my "real life" friends. Who knows maybe I will ask a mod to delete this post later. But I think I just needed to get it off my chest.